For the broken heart,

I know you are broken,

and left behind unspoken

I know reminiscing the moments 

you spent together,

You feel like a broken feather

And hearty giggles you had,

Linger around, making you mad

I know you feel ruined and lost,

But have a strong will at any cost
It's okay to cry for a while,
but don't let the pain cease your smile

Treasuring the lessons learnt,

Lend your heart with consent

Love, of course makes life wonderful,

And I know this isn't a fable

Of bounty wishes!!

This isn't just,

To wish you on this exotic day,

Saying “a very happy birthday”

This isn't just,

To be around you as a fay,

Wishing you smiles all your way

This is to tell you,

That you are growing up,

And certainly life will be tough

This is to tell you,

That life is not just about having fun,

But dealing with varied people under the sun

This is to tell you

That you are growing old, making new friends,

But hardly have you noticed not all are chumming you till the end

And this finally is to thank you a lot

for everything you taught 

Happy birthday!!

And I dream of..

wonder who would lead me up an aisle,

and chums me in fears with a smile??

I don't dream of a man,

who is stout and tall,

and drive many up the wall

I neither dream of the one,

who floods me with gifts all my life,

and leave me alone in my strife,

I only dream of that man

who is all my confidence,

 in times of complex impedance

who loves me as I am,

and makes me feel alright with a tame

who loves me with all his heart 

and never let me part

the day I find this man,

I cede anything I can,

to make  life a sweet lemonade,

even in the toughest times with sour limes

Of,the sweetest bond!

Sometimes, when I lie on my bed,        

many things go around in my head

memories of how  I and my sister enjoy every day,

when I was a kid she gave me a prank,

seeing my card and rank

She would teach me good and bad,

And console me when I am sad

In anger, we address each other, stupid, Jaffa,

at last the fight always ends with a guffaw

we kick each other with might,

and care as if we never fight

our fight starts with pulling hair,

but later  we are found jumping in air

never did we say "sister ,I love you",

for we know our love is always true

I guess all these would change when she leads up an aisle,

but I am sure  these memories will always bring us a smile

Happy birthday,krishna !!

Kabhi aap meri ankon ko ansuse barthe

Aur kabhi mere dilko gamse barthe

Phirbhi kaise shikayath karu aap se

Jab aap mujhe aapki behan banakar pyaar karthe

Aur mujhe aapke beti mankar khyal rakthe

Kaise naaraz rahu aap se

Jab aap meri har musibath me saath dekar

Mujhe sirf mohhabat karthe

Jannat diya ya jahannum

Kaise nafrath karu aap se

Jab aap mere dilke karib

Aur mere jeevanke saharaho

Radhe Krishna J

When Life isn't the fairy tale,you penned !

  So, you want to give up on yourself.

I know your life is erroneous. You cheated on people. You made fun of them and left them to suffer. But you still have a chance to fix them all.

I know you left your best friend alone in strife, when she badly needed you. You were harsh and mean when you were expected to stand up and support.

Of course!! You made mistakes and sometimes they do happen. But it doesn't mean you have to shut in shedding tears. Life is meant to stand up and vie at your own mistakes.

I fathom you gave up your passions being after your first love, which was just a fallacy. Picked up lambast arguments to pass time, Cheated on your parents for your fun. You let them to cry and mourn for your selfish happiness. And I agree you left a nagging scar on every heart you met.

Despite all these you still have a reason to love and lead your life. You realized your mistake and do repent, don't you? Confession is the first step for repentance.

Life is what you make out of an opportunity. Life is what you learn from your mistakes. You need not give up on yourself, just that someone you love gave up on you. It's your life, take your turn and have all the fun. But bear in mind, life is too short just to learn from your mistakes.

                        

ప్రేమ నిరీక్షణ !!

సముద్రం ఫై  పడే చిరుజల్లు లాగా ,
వెలుతురిలో వెలిగించిన దీపంలాగా ,
ప్రేమించినా పంచలేను నీకు నా ప్రేమ,
నీకై శ్వాసించినా  పెల్చలేవు నువ్వు ,నా ప్రేమ సువాసన 
నీకై నిరీక్షణలో మూగపోయింది నా ప్రేమ ఇలా !! 

Ashima pyaar

bhare ho thum mere khayalome
bhase ho thum mere dilme

duva ho thum mere jeevanki                             
khawaab ho thum mere neendki

kisne kaha dhur rehnese saja milengi
dhoor badnese tho sirf pyaar badegi

In Love forever :)

The moment you strike, my heart pinks,

and my world shrinks

I am never normal and fine,

for I always dwell on cloud nine

the twinkle in your brown eyes,

your trusted soul that never lies

the mighty love in your talk,

the pant in your breath when we walk

had never dwindled since we met ,

just that you said "I love you",

I stay years awaiting you,

and forever I love you too

At the age of innocence !!

Wearing a shirt bitten by mice,

And all the innocence in his eyes

He stood in front stretching hands,

Awaiting the coin that lands

I pity the deepened sore on his feet,

And the day ends he is trying to meet

I want to kiss him on the cheeks,

and assure him of everything he seeks,

because it's not just money he needs,

but a heart to care him and lead

I want to see his hearty smile,

though it's just for a while

only to assure  myself that,

his innocent eyes never weep,

before they fall asleep

Hearts for lease ??

I considered it to be a rocking day,

for I have met a Fay

Knowing character is dregs,

when attracted to  her face and rigs

I thought she is one for my life,

Who stands for me even in strife

I feel, without her my soul,

is never alive  and whole

I imagined myself in heaven,

Though chummed by the demon

I came to know my luck,

When I became a lame duck

Celebrating the break-up party,

I try for another lottery

What a silly thing love is ??

When hearts are put for lease

Do our best friends turn aloof with time??

 Sometimes months may pass off without exchanging words, Years may pass by in silence. But the friends we make and the memories we share will never fade.

I met him a day after my 17th birthday. Serendipity! He was adorable with dimpled cheeks, twinkled eyes, and a slightly mysterious nature. Starting with an awkward smile and formal wishes, we became friends.

               

  I can say, he is the best thing ever happened to me. In a short span, he has become all my strength and confidence. He is the person I can count on. I love the ever ending talks we start and the way he says "I like you” with a giggle. We care a lot for each other and yes!! We do fight.

With time, things had a different turn before I realized we went apart; Care and intimacy began to dwindle. Cards and calls went unaddressed. Memories of the days we spent seem to have struck my life in rewind. He turned out to be a friend who touches my heart just in memories.

      With time, bitter memories started to fade-deepening the scar inflicted by him on my heart. Enduring the pain, I realized change is inevitable. Priorities change with time, so do people's attitude. People do make new friends, but it doesn't mean they shun the old ones. At times our Feelings for them may go unexpressed, but dear ones always love. He is my best friend, and I always like him. May be, one day he would call me just to say "I like you" with the familiar giggle that we share. Awaiting it.

Just married !!

To,

The one who leads me up an aisle,

and chums me in fears with a smile.

you are new to my life,

and I write this as your wife

Difficult to start life anew,

with someone I hardly knew

but let's build a strong kinship ,

sharing fun and every hardship

at times I may fight and glare,

but do have empathy, before you flare

let's start our married life,

standing for each other even in strife.

craving for death !!

knowing my heart would burn,
I  picked it up for fun
Ably brushing my hair,
I  pumped the smoke into air
imbuing the smoke that lingers,
I gripped the cigar between my fingers
It dangled darkening my own lips, 
and turning my heart to rips
My confidence ran down,
when my skin turned brown
It's hard to take the breathe,
and I could see my own death
enduring all the pain,
Now,I swear not to smoke again
for it's our deeds,that leave us in strife,
and cost our own life.

WORDS UNSAID

Though you never boast,

I know you admire me the most

love to exchange words with me,

how harsh I may be

I also know,

you long to care me and claim

for even I feel the same

these feelings you never expressed,

and I always suppressed

even now I long to hear you say,

"you are all my love and my fay"

but, sorry you are too late,

for I fell prey to my fate

a moment down the memory lane,

I endure all the pain

MY life would have had a happy turn,

if you had expressed your concern.