So, you want to give up on
yourself.
I know
your life is erroneous. You cheated on people. You made fun of them and left
them to suffer. But you still have a chance to fix them all.
I know
you left your best friend alone in strife, when she badly needed you. You were
harsh and mean when you were expected to stand up and support.
Of course!!
You made mistakes and sometimes they do happen. But it doesn't mean you have to
shut in shedding tears. Life is meant to stand up and vie at your own mistakes.
I fathom
you gave up your passions being after your first love, which was just a
fallacy. Picked up lambast arguments to pass time, Cheated on your parents for
your fun. You let them to cry and mourn for your selfish happiness. And I agree
you left a nagging scar on every heart you met.
Despite
all these you still have a reason to love and lead your life. You realized your
mistake and do repent, don't you? Confession is the first step for repentance.
Life is
what you make out of an opportunity. Life is what you learn from your mistakes.
You need not give up on yourself, just that someone you love gave up on you.
It's your life, take your turn and have all the fun. But bear in mind, life is
too short just to learn from your mistakes.