craving for death !!

knowing my heart would burn,
I  picked it up for fun
Ably brushing my hair,
I  pumped the smoke into air
imbuing the smoke that lingers,
I gripped the cigar between my fingers
It dangled darkening my own lips, 
and turning my heart to rips
My confidence ran down,
when my skin turned brown
It's hard to take the breathe,
and I could see my own death
enduring all the pain,
Now,I swear not to smoke again
for it's our deeds,that leave us in strife,
and cost our own life.

WORDS UNSAID

Though you never boast,

I know you admire me the most

love to exchange words with me,

how harsh I may be

I also know,

you long to care me and claim

for even I feel the same

these feelings you never expressed,

and I always suppressed

even now I long to hear you say,

"you are all my love and my fay"

but, sorry you are too late,

for I fell prey to my fate

a moment down the memory lane,

I endure all the pain

MY life would have had a happy turn,

if you had expressed your concern.